Too Distracted & Too Busy to Care About Spiritual Growth

Awakening

I hear this a lot.

When I subtly mention our reality to others from my perspective and ask the question “Why isn’t this important to you?“, I often get a similar reply:

“I’m too busy and don’t have the time to focus on spiritual stuff with the time commitments of work and family.”

All answers are valid.

And for awhile I have held back saying nothing because I’m in a situation where the work I have done for the past 15 years (eCommerce) has afforded me the privilege to think about other things now.

While I still spend 6-8 hours most days on my online businesses… previously I would spend 12 hours or more on my work without allowing time for asking the big life questions.

I distracted myself with work.

I say “distracted myself” because that’s exactly what I was doing. Instead of working on myself, discovering and letting go of past traumas, connecting with the energy around me, learning about who I was, etc… I decided to push all that deep down and focus on the materialistic world out of fear.

I was in total fear for no reason.

I was in fear that if I didn’t work I would be homeless. I was in fear that if I wasn’t distracted that my mind would go down a dark path of depression. I felt I had to distract myself in order to keep the sadness and depression away.

Deep down I always knew there was something left to uncover. I always felt I was missing something but I didn’t know what that was. Imagine knowing there is something more to who you are and your reality but you didn’t know what or even how to discover what that was. I didn’t even know the question to ask and that is the most important part!

A few years ago I went searching for that missing thing. I switched from reading business and money books to reading books about life purpose. While not the books I needed it was a start.

The first that really started getting my head out of the materialistic work and started to think about possible questions that I would ponder later was the book: The Wealthy Gardener: Life Lessons on Prosperity Between Father and Son

It’s not a spiritual book. Instead it was more about financial freedom because that was the stage of life I was heading towards. However it added life lessons in it that sparked something in me.. purpose.

What is the purpose of life if all you do is work? I knew life was more than that but I was too afraid to face that.

A little about myself.. I grew up in a dysfunctional family. My parents were mentally and physically abuse towards me and my siblings. We were ignored and treated like an afterthought most days. My mom was the type that yelled at you for everything. Every morning for years she would literally yell at the top of her lungs to wake us up for school in the morning.

It was challenging times to say the least.

Would I change that? No. I wouldn’t be as sensitive as I am today to energy if I hadn’t learned how to sense when either my mom or dad was in a bad mood. I wouldn’t have learned how to become the observer and neutral with others. And so many more lessons.

Did it cause trauma? Well yes, but I don’t like that word because it’s only trauma if you keep it in that state. If you decide to hold on to that trauma and let it define you, it will affect how you see the world.

It wasn’t until I learned to see that trauma as lessons and redefine them that I could free myself.

I thought I was working due to fear of being homeless when in reality I had millions in the bank (from overworking myself), two paid off rental properties, a beautiful house and everything I could have wanted. There was absolutely zero reason why I should have been fearful of being homeless and broke. It had to be something else.

That’s when I discovered The Healthy Gamer YouTube channel that talked about mental health.

This guy here… I started to get addicted to his psychiatric videos where he would have sessions with popular Twitch streamers and gamers. I watched many of his videos and put myself in the shoes as his patients. As I did that I was able to uncover my past traumas and over a period of 6 months forgive myself, forgive others and redefine those traumas as lessons so I could let them go and integrate new mindsets.

Again, not spiritual but (as that was not the path I was on at the time) but hugely beneficial in my ability to let go of things that limited my spiritual journey.

When you have all this past trauma you carry with you it’s like seeing the world in a fog. These traumas define your reality. It’s only when you can redefine them to something that is beneficial to you that you start manifesting the reality you truly desire.

Why should you care? If you’re in a place in your life where you are depressed, sad, aimless, feel disconnected, distracted, etc. Then it’s a good idea to look within and start asking Why.

Why am I distracting myself? Why am I fearful? Why am I doing this or that that causes pain? Identify the source.

Once you identify the source, then you can redefine it.

The easiest way I found to release trauma is realizing who I am in the first place. Please read this foundation of reality guide here for a deeper understanding. Once you realize who you are, you realize that all is purposeful for your growth. All things are valid. You can then turn from being a victim to being the neutral observer and turn your perceived weakness into your strengths.

Why should you care? To heal yourself. To connect with yourself. To realize who you and stop letting other define you. To take your power back.

Thanks for reading!

What is a Backdrop Person or NPC?

The Matrix

A NPC or (non-player character) is a term used primarily in video games but recently it has been picked up by the spiritual community to describe spiritually disconnected people or people with no souls.

Another term is a “backdrop people” coined by Dolores Cannon:

“But, unbeknownst to us, other energies were also sent to Earth to play bit parts in our scenarios we have created, to act in our illusion. These were called the Backdrop People, who come to live, breathe, work and die, but have no real purpose other than to be the extras in our play; the backdrop to act against. They called them “slaves,” but I think that is a rather harsh word.  

They are just energy and are taken from one star system to another to play their parts. Rather like the extras in a film who spend their entire lives playing that insignificant part and never getting to play the leading role. “

I find that fascinating!

Continued:

“They said these people have become angry, but I think they have picked up that anger from associating with the negativity which surrounds them. And this negativity has increased their anger. This has created all the wars and catastrophes that is present now on the Earth. This would also account for the thousands of people who are killed in the various wars and natural catastrophes.

They are there to provide the drama for our illusion. They said, “They are taken from one place to another to do whatever they need to do there because they are just energy.” I think the only way to look at this is with all emotions removed.  

So that’s Dolores Cannon’s thoughts on dropback people or NPCs.

Personally I resonate with the idea that NPCs are spiritually disconnected people that if engaged can be connected again. I like the idea that I can talk to these people, drop a seed of information that sparks something within them to start asking the eternal questions.. “who am I”, “what is my purpose”, etc.. and then they become connected to their higher self again.

It takes daily practice to stay connected by meditation. Of course there are those moments were life gets in the way and we feel disconnected. Simply take a moment to sit quietly, focus your attention on your breath, imagine your heart as a bright radiating light that expands with each breath until it fills your body and expand it outwards around you. Imagine yourself as a tree and grow roots to the core of the Earth and expand your branches towards the sun, pulling in energy through you to the Earth and back again. Do this for 10-15 minutes a day and your golden! Let your intention to release any stress and to feel relaxed.

Time Speeding Up? A Metaphysical Answer

Channeled Information

Does time seem to be speeding up? Do you look down one moment only to find an hour has passed? Or the whole day slip past you?

In metaphysics this is answered by a difference in frequency before you and your environment.

Your vibration is higher than the environment around you, thus from your perception time seems to be speeding up.

If you look at things from a higher perspective, the higher densities vibrate much faster than the lower densities.

Imagine the different states of h20: ICE, Water, Gases

At each state h20 is vibrating at a different rate.

It’s still h20 but transformed and vibrating much higher.

You are still you, but vibrating higher than the environment around you.

If this is happening to you this is great! You are vibrating higher and pulling those around into a higher vibration. You are a bright light!

Sooner or later those around you and the world will catch up as more people awaken.

The faster we vibrate the lighter we are, the brighter we are.

You can vibrate higher by meditating more, eating high vibrational foods (plants), letting go of low vibrational emotions and thoughts, exercise, laughing more, healing yourself, etc.

The pros of vibrating higher is that you are like a magnet to your manifestations. The law of attraction works must faster for you! So break out those vision boards, visualize yourself already at your realized goal, embody that and it shall be your new reality. It’s effortless for your! And to get the most out of your day stay in the ‘now’, the present moment. Imagine pulling all your focused awareness to you; breath in the energy around you and imagine it making your body as bright as the sun. Hold on to that breath for a moment and let it go.

Vibrate high my friends!

The Pleiadians: The Two Inevitable Timelines (2030)

Channeled Information

I have been awaken for only a year but during this time I have spent almost every moment deep diving into the illusion in which we live in, this reality or game as I like to call it. I have listened from perspectives from hundreds if not thousands of different awakened people during this time and it always amazes me how for the most part there is agreement on one thing, things are changing and changing quickly. While it’s up for debate what that change might ultimately be, we seem to be headed to two possible timelines, a separation of consciences on this planet.

Just a quick background on my perspective on things. Earth is magical. Earth is a school of learning. A school of dualities where anything is possible. It has rules that if you understand can dramatically change your life, rules of the game as I like to call them, such as law of attraction or law of vibration. Anyway, while this is a school of duality, it’s really a game or play. The thing is this school has been hijacked. While the school was already difficult, it’s 10x more difficult now because it has been hijacked by external forces that just want to control everyone with fear. It’s a long story. Anyway, awareness is key and once you know and you realize your power in this game, you understand the currency in this game is attention. Attention manifest and as long as you don’t give it your attention and instead put your attention on things you prefer, you will stop giving them your power (power of manifesting via law of attraction). Etc Etc. It’s complicated.

That said “SAM THE ILLUSIONIST”, a channeler who I have been following for awhile now had a really insighful video today and it connects a lot of dots for me and I’m sure for you too! I’ll share the video here and high-light my thoughts below.

Positive Timeline

  • When enough people ‘awaken’ it triggers a global awakening (awaken people vibrate higher and vibrational resonance influences others, thus influences others, we are already at the tipping point with this, enough have awaken it’s simply a matter of time before the collective consciousness is at the level needed for the graduation)
  • December 21, 2030 (around this time), a Solar Flash event will extend from the center of our galaxy to our Sun to Earth, infusing the planet with high vibrational energy pushing us to the next density. Low vibrational entities will be wiped out as they can not stand the high frequencies. The human collective graduates.
  • Grand Awakening on Global Scale. The awakening.
  • Grand Awakening leads to collective oneness and therefore no need for governmental bodies; a new beginning of awareness. Where once you were disconnected and controlled, you will be connected not only to your higher self but as a collective and to those of the universe. You will join the universe as a higher consciousness being and awaken to who you truly are. You will no longer be behind a veil of forgetfulness. You will awaken to the control systems meant to keep you down and easily overcome them. A grand awakening of the human collective, the graduation. 
  • This higher vibrational frequency will enable a connection with higher consciousness in the universe and higher densities, thus we see what we could not see previously. 

Negative Timeline

  • The human collective leans towards negativity which lowers it’s vibration enough to allow lower vibrational entities easy access
  • Lower vibrational entities will further infringe on our free will
  • Hybrid, artificial, tech dominated timeline 
  • Further control systems put in place to dumb down the human collective and feed on the fear
  • As the planet spirals down a negative path it opens up the collective to further infringements, further control; others will come to control and bring fear
  • Negative entities win
  • Galatice war will ignite, positive and negative polarities collide 
  • When the earth vibration is too low, it empowers lower vibrational entities
  • The universe will feel this low vibrational state
  • Entities will invade our solar system, capture our sun energy until the sun is destroyed along with it our system and Earth
  • Before that happens there would be a massive evacuation of the plant of positive vibrational beings by seeders of the planet (ETs who seeded the planet of life), the Arcs (motherships)
  • While this is a negative timeline, awareness is key to stay in the positive, say no to control, say no to fear, vibrate high and with that high vibration you awaken others

THE SECRET COVENANT (Broken Down)

Illuminati

An illusion it will be, so large, so vast it will escape their perception. (an illusion inside an illusion, inside an illusion, inside an illusion, etc. However this is the inner most illusion, and the most sinister that we have.)

Those who will see it will be thought of as insane. (the healed awaken)

We will create separate fronts to prevent them from seeing the connection between us. (they are not human, however they control disconnected humans)

We will behave as if we are not connected to keep the illusion alive. (with regards to their 3D doings; they will pretend to do one thing when in reality they do the opposite)

Our goal will be accomplished one drop at a time so as to never bring suspicion upon ourselves. This will also prevent them from seeing the changes as they occur. (I don’t understand this ‘one drop at a time’ but basically, boiling the frog)

We will always stand above the relative field of their experience for we know the secrets of the absolute. (meaning they will target those in power.. and corrupt )

We will work together always and will remain bound by blood and secrecy. Death will come to he who speaks. (they control by fear, and so here they speak fear)

We will keep their lifespan short and their minds weak while pretending to do the opposite. (with regards to humans, their aim is to quickly cycle through humans to limit their spiritual growth)

We will use our knowledge of science and technology in subtle ways so they will never see what is happening. (this seems vague)

We will use soft metals, aging accelerators and sedatives in food and water, also in the air. They will be blanketed by poisons everywhere they turn. (This seems pretty clear. They mean to dumb us down and disconnect us by artificial foods.)

The soft metals will cause them to lose their minds. We will promise to find a cure from our many fronts, yet we will feed them more poison. (more common sense understanding. Their aim is to disconnect us from our higher self, our intuation)

The poisons will be absorbed through their skin and mouths, they will destroy their minds and reproductive systems.

From all this, their children will be born dead, and we will conceal this information. (I suppose this is meaning miscarriages because of misaligned vibrations of mother and infant; when the vibration is too great a loss of pregnancy can happen)

The poisons will be hidden in everything that surrounds them, in what they drink, eat, breathe and wear. (well yes, even what we wear because our clothing contains micro plastics which we inhale and cause chemical imbalances)

We must be ingenious in dispensing the poisons for they can see far. We will teach them that the poisons are good, with fun images and musical tones. (advertisements and commercials)

Those they look up to will help. (entertainers/stars in commercials)

We will enlist them to push our poisons.

They will see our products being used in film and will grow accustomed to them and will never know their true effect. (disconnecting us)

When they give birth we will inject poisons into the blood of their children and convince them its for their help.

We will start early on, when their minds are young, we will target their children with what children love most, sweet things.

When their teeth decay we will fill them with metals that will kill their mind and steal their future.

When their ability to learn has been affected, we will create medicine that will make them sicker and cause other diseases for which we will create yet more medicine. (again their aim is to keep us disconnected from our higher self and simply control and have us in a state of fear.. they feed off the fear)

We will render them docile and weak before us by our power. (their perceived power.. as they have none, we are the light in which they feed off of.. they have no light)

They will grow depressed, slow and obese, and when they come to us for help, we will give them more poison. (when we are in this low vibrational state, we are weak and our aura is weak which is easy to feed on.. )

We will focus their attention toward money and material goods so they may never connect with their inner self. We will distract them with fornication, external pleasures and games so they may never be one with the oneness of it all. (via programming.. this is totally up to us what we prefer.. a connection with our higher self or not, one is an infinite expanded self and the other is the illusion that you are separate from all)

Their minds will belong to us and they will do as we say. If they refuse we shall find ways to implement mind-altering technology into their lives. We will use fear as our weapon. We will establish their governments and establish opposites within. We will own both sides. (the more we raise our vibration, the less they can influence. keep your vibration high always)

We will always hide our objective but carry out our plan. (seems vague and grasping)

They will perform the labor for us and we shall prosper from their toil. (okay)

Our families will never mix with theirs. Our blood must be pure always, for it is the way.

We will make them kill each other when it suits us.

We will keep them separated from the oneness by dogma and religion. (again, their goal is to keep us separate from understanding who we are or order to control us. They control by fear. )

We will control all aspects of their lives and tell them what to think and how.

We will guide them kindly and gently letting them think they are guiding themselves.

We will foment animosity between them through our factions.

When a light shall shine among them, we shall extinguish it by ridicule,
or death, whichever suits us best. (it’s too late for that buddy.. the light has won)

We will make them rip each other’s hearts apart and kill their own children.

We will accomplish this by using hate as our ally, anger as our friend. (enjoy your fear)

The hate will blind them totally, and never shall they see that from their conflicts we emerge as their rulers. They will be busy killing each other.

They will bathe in their own blood and kill their neighbors for as long as we see fit.

We will benefit greatly from this, for they will not see us, for they cannot see us. (these guy seems more like low vibrational 4th dimensional entities..)

We will continue to prosper from their wars and their deaths.

We shall repeat this over and over until our ultimate goal is accomplished. (that I do not know at this time.. it’s interesting.)

We will continue to make them live in fear and anger through images and sounds.

We will use all the tools we have to accomplish this.

The tools will be provided by their labor.

We will make them hate themselves and their neighbors.

We will always hide the divine truth from them, that we are all one. (this is true, we are all one)

This they must never know!

They must never know that color is an illusion, they must always think they are not equal. (true)

Drop by drop, drop by drop we will advance our goal. (total control?? )

We will take over their land, resources and wealth to exercise total control over them. (well, one more line and I would have found the answer, yes total control.)

We will deceive them into accepting laws that will steal the little freedom they will have.

We will establish a money system that will imprison them forever, keeping them and their children in debt. (Yes! Slave to the rat race.)

When they shall ban together, we shall accuse them of crimes and present a different story to the world for we shall own all the media. (one who controls the media.. controls the world)

We will use our media to control the flow of information and their sentiment in our favor. (who owns the media today?)

When they shall rise up against us we will crush them like insects, for they are less than that.

They will be helpless to do anything for they will have no weapons. (we are of the light, our weapon is saying NO to their control, awakening to our oneness, awakening to the truth, spreading the light far and wide)

We will recruit some of their own to carry out our plans, we will promise them eternal life, but eternal life they will never have for they are not of us.

The recruits will be called “initiates” and will be indoctrinated to believe false rites of passage to higher realms. Members of these groups will think they are one with us never knowing the truth. They must never learn this truth for they will turn against us.

For their work they will be rewarded with earthly things and great titles, but never will they become immortal and join us, never will they receive the light and travel the stars. They will never reach the higher realms, for the killing of their own kind will prevent passage to the realm of enlightenment. This they will never know.

The truth will be hidden in their face, so close they will not be able to focus on it until its too late. (this is true.. the truth is right in front of us so spread out, so twisted, so muddled, that most simply do not see it)

Oh yes, so grand the illusion of freedom will be, that they will never know they are our slaves. (true, and I shall expose that here on this website)

When all is in place, the reality we will have created for them will own them. This reality will be their prison. They will live in self-delusion. (true.. if they get their way)

When our goal is accomplished a new era of domination will begin. (maybe.. but maybe not)

Their minds will be bound by their beliefs, the beliefs we have established from time immemorial. (beliefs can change, thoughts can change, programming can be changed and I will explain that here on this website)

But if they ever find out they are our equal, we shall perish then. (that’s what I’m here for.. to show we are all the same, we are simply different perspectives from the same oneness; I am you and you are me)

THIS THEY MUST NEVER KNOW.

If they ever find out that together they can vanquish us, they will take action. (together meaning, collective conscience creates and for a long time they have attempted to control the collective conscience because we have been too dumb down to realize what they were doing.. now that we are waking up.. they are the ones in fear)

They must never, ever find out what we have done, for if they do, we shall have no place to run, for it will be easy to see who we are once the veil has fallen. Our
actions will have revealed who we are and they will hunt us down and no person
shall give us shelter. (true, but we don’t have to find out because the veil is being lifted regardless forcing an awakening.. no matter what, we will awaken and remember who we really are.. their time is limited and they know this)

This is the secret covenant by which we shall live the rest of our present and future lives, for this reality will transcend many generations and life spans.

This covenant is sealed by blood, our blood. We, the ones who from heaven to earth came.

This covenant must NEVER, EVER be known to exist. It must NEVER, EVER
be written or spoken of, for if it is, the consciousness it will spawn will release
the fury of the PRIME CREATOR upon us and we shall be cast to the depths
from whence we came and remain there until the end time of infinity itself. (this seems a bit leading, forced, I don’t know about this because it seems pointed; otherwise they seems fearful of losing control.. of course this is all a game at the end of the day..)

And yes, this is a game. There is no good or evil, there is only the game. In order for faster growth as a soul there are perceived polarities (good vs evil); that are in a dance with one another. It’s a play. On this website I will explain this further. This game has rules and if you understand those rules it’s a blast! Most people do not know the rules, most are dumbed down by the people above and forget they are in this game.. thus they live in misery. But if you remember and learn the rules it’s a blast! That’s what this website is about. It’s about the rules of the game. It’s about the reality in which we live. The game.

Let’s go!